Saturday, March 12, 2011

What Do You Do?

I feel as if I am at my wits end.  Just when I think I am making some progress, something happens and just blows everything sky high.

I have been feeling overly stressed because I don't feel I am doing well in school. I haven't yet been able to come up with a routine to get school work and housework done, and have any time to relax. So frustrated, I'm so ready to pull my hair out.

I stress over the details like how to organize my school work and keep notes and I can't make up my mind about anything.

Shawn told me the other day when we decided to go pay off my curio cabinet at Schewels that he didn't understand why I didn't want to go anywhere or do anything.  He's been wanting to go to Furnish 123 to pick out a new kitchen table and chair set, but I keep putting it off.

He doesn't understand that doing these things takes time and time I don't really have.  Doing 1 homework assignment for Algebra seems to take me 3 hours because it's so confusing, and that doesn't leave time for any of my other assignments, or my business for that matter. 

Then, there is housework.  There's dinner.  Don't forget we need a social life...where does it all fit in, especially when you work at night when everyone else is sleeping and YOU sleep when everyone else is awake?

We have talked about dropping down to 4 days a week, so we have that extra day.  It would work, but we have to have things assigned to certain days so that we get stuff done or it will just be another day off. 

So right now, I'm sitting here trying to get the laundry caught up, Hannah made tomato soup for dinner, and I'm saying everything else will just have to wait.  I have to finish up the dishes but sometimes you just have to pick and chose.  My goal is to have the dishes done, and the laundry in progress. 

I know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, I just wish it was closer...

Saturday, February 12, 2011

My two girls

Mobile Blogging...

I'm trying my hand at blogging from my phone, instead of having to rely on making time to blog on my pc.  Since starting school, my time on my pc is pretty much homework, and household paperwork, so when I want to post a message, I can now post anywhere, anytime, as long as I have my phone.

Feel free to start your own blog @ http://www.blogspot.com/, and leave me a message here and we can link up!